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Making bread

Outside cold, clear sun shines on snow.  Half-way down the sky, angled light streams in a western window.  This is when I make bread.

I sing to wake the yeast, wait until it foams, mix and stir by hand until shaggy.  As the sun slides over my left shoulder I turn the dough out to knead.

Kneading bread takes some time, a little strength.  After I got the cast off my broken wrist last year, kneading was painful, but helped me regain flexibility.

Somewhere in the kneading, time falls out, sun falls in. I work the prima materia.  Iteration into simple, edible elegance.

Better bakers than me speak to the meditative quality of working a clump of ingredients into a smooth living form.

Like people, once worked, bread must rest to rise.  Later, when hot and fresh, it will sidle up to thick-noodled chicken soup.

A little light on the subject, when sun comes in the window, I make bread.

A Statement on life

In a recent editorial in the New York Times, neurologist, writer and professor Oliver Sacks discusses his outlook on life and death.  At 81, Dr. Sacks was recently diagnosed with incurable cancer.  The short essay is well worth reading.

Heart of the Forest

Driving up the highway yesterday, the kind with a long stretch.  Undeveloped scrub and greenbelt punctuate older strip malls, a bar, a run-on sentence between here and there.

More terrain, cars pass me due to my preference for the speed limit. An aged sign looms, “Antiques & Collectibles.” A-frame building from decades ago, an arcade of sought and unsought items, once loved, moved on. The building itself a reliquary.  The energy and contents of such places interest me, for many reasons.

But today I am passing through.  On the approach, I notice large cut-out hearts affixed on the tall sign. Closer still, small and large hearts stuck across the storefront. Hearts on the door, and down the length of the building.  A gesture of the Valentine season I admire.

Better yet, the hearts carry on, as hearts do, into the scrub and the forest.  One or two per tree stretching some ways behind the building.  Unnecessary except to make a point that someone within took the job personally.

I appreciate that.

To you, yours, and the Big World, Happy Valentine’s Day.

It just shouldn’t be

Prayers for the soul and survivors of Kenji Goto.

Persistent

Red berries persist on trees standing deep in glistening, blowing snow.

Sunny wind-whipped frost could as easily be ocean spray.

Wave after wave, while we persist.

Traction

Snowy day on Walkabout.

Snow plows push through, leaving streets that are sheets of ice. Easier for cars, harder for pedestrians.

Walking the route twice this time, I find snowfall eased the slick.  Erased the bald ice and laid down enough texture to get a foothold.

Good intention sometimes makes things tough.  Traction. Given the chance, Nature finds ways to get you through.

Gimme Shelter

Eternal moments or endless hours, it is a serious understatement to say time is relative.

Time is precious though.  A human-made construct to waste, or use, as we see fit.

For me, this year finally saw the end of five years of divorce and custody litigation.  Muscular legal effort is the only remedy to a high conflict character.  A great deal of wasted time and money to reach the obvious, and satisfactory, conclusion.

Souls were born, souls passed on, this year brought grief and joy for times had no longer.

In the meantime, the world writhed in its brutality, and its beauty.

Time.  It is all we have – while we have it.  Goodbye 2014.

May we find peace, health and happiness in the coming year.

 

 

 

 

Night Air

Eternity is out tonight, crowding empty streets.

Time’s arrow, the young turn elderly, generations blend, age, pass.

Unnoticed except by some in the larger moments.

Perhaps it is the snowflakes.  Countless souls against the night sky.

Something in the air, eternity is out tonight.

Worth a thousand words?

Rooms with a view…

http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/c-wallentine.html

Away or not

There is no end to the tale of the last Monarch chrysalis that hung from the siding of my house.

When unseasonably cold nights threatened, I insulated the chrysalis under a box against the house, cushioned by towels to keep out the cold.  Sheltered, it survived the wind and cold  intact.  Maturing, the chrysalis grew transparent, revealing the black and orange creature waiting within.

Warmth returned.  Days later, the Monarch was gone, chrysalis and all.  Did it blow away entirely on a warm autumn night?  Or did the butterfly finally fly on, leaving its aged former home to join restless leaves on their journey?

There is no end to the tale.

Not a bad thing.